# Feature request: meta mind Beeminder load internally? **URL:** \ **Category:** Bugabee\ **Created:** [April 26, 2020, 10:40am UTC](https://forum.beeminder.com/t/feature-request-meta-mind-beeminder-load-internally/6632 "2020-04-26T10:40:34Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 4
**Author:** ![narthur](https://sea1.discourse-cdn.com/flex019/user_avatar/forum.beeminder.com/narthur/32/5113_2.png) [@narthur](https://forum.beeminder.com/u/narthur)\ **Post date:** [April 26, 2020, 11:52pm UTC](https://forum.beeminder.com/t/feature-request-meta-mind-beeminder-load-internally/6632/4 "2020-04-26T23:52:53Z")
@zedmango You can read all about it here: > [@"urgency load" metric](https://forum.beeminder.com/t/urgency-load-metric/5648): > > I’ve been playing with a metric to capture how much I’m skating the edge on my goals. I have a good number of goals, usually around 60, and I have found it easy to lose track of progress. When I feel like Beeminder is breathing down my neck, I look and see mostly green goals, sit down and do work for an hour, and I look at my dashboard, and… it’s still mostly green. When I’m already in a grumpy mood, I need more basic feedback than “dates changed on a list of 60 items”. I use Beeminder primar… --- _[View the full topic](https://forum.beeminder.com/t/feature-request-meta-mind-beeminder-load-internally/6632)._