Hello, Beeminder forum. Long time, no-see!
I have been a user for a long while, and I participated in the forum back then, but I ended up disappearing for a while. Maybe this post might be the start of a new forum streak or something?
This time I wanted to tell you about an experiment that I do want to perform in the next 4 days. In 5 days I am going on a short trip, so I figured I would use this as a “deadline” for a new project.
These last few days I have been caught in a little apathy-tired-stuck loop in life and in some of my projects, so I guess I needed to rely on the dopamine that creating a challenge generates.
I decided to complete, in the next 4 days, 100 pomodoros of “work,” where a “work” pomodoro is any intentional activity directed toward my projects and values (including meditation, exercise and commuting (if there is an important activity), but excluding eating or sleeping).
This last part might sound a little overblown since 100/4 is 25 pomodoros a day, which might be around 12 hours of work, which, including work and life activities might be a regular day for some of you, but still, I wanted something to push myself.
So, the challenge itself is already very difficult for me, but it will have an extra challenge and, most importantly, intention.
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The extra challenge: the moment a new 25-minute pomodoro starts I will immediately stop all phone interaction and focus on the work activity for the full interval, counting only pomodoros that fully meet this rule.
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The intention: see, the moment I started doing my first two pomodoros, I guess I was high on adrenaline for the idea of starting and already could feel down on the break after. I think this made me aware of a tendency. I tend to either be lazy/tired but the moment I start working I get into hustle mode until I burn out and get lazy/tired again. This especially happens when I work on my own projects, but does not happen when working for someone else. Therefore, my intention is to engage in a relaxed and calm state during the pomodoros. I have no output goals for this whole challenge. Rather, a better outcome might be to relearn that I can actually produce way more when I am working from a calm state, knowing that, if I will work no matter what, I can actually relax and enjoy the process more.
Tracking? Well, this time, and forget me for once, I won’t be using Beeminder since it is an experimental challenge, but wanted to post because I thought maybe some of the ideas / conclusions might be interesting for the community.
I have bought a 100 post-its and will be writing what I am going to do for the pomodoro on a post-it and past in the wall after I finish the pomodoro.
That’s it.
I might collapse in the next 2 hours and dismiss this whole thing, who knows. Wanted to try. Apologizes for the rant. For now, a photo where the post-its will be stuck, with the first two ones already there.
See that thing attach to my pants? Yep, that’s a timer.
Wish me luck!
