Oh, one more thing is that people might not actually realize that I have this property? So I should talk / complain about it more.
complain on FB: done
And, like… it actually makes sense that it’s upsetting, I think? Like, if you know that today once again you will be stuck with chores for the entire day against your will (cuz your brain is like this) and won’t get anything done that you consider important
This is kinda obviously bad
This might also be the value of therapy? Not to get insight, but to realize/learn obvious things about how I work
A lil update: I did some chores and now I actually feel better!!
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A lil note: I had a day off today and even tho I didn’t do almost any maintenance tasks, I also didn’t feel like doing any [important tasks] either. Just low energy altogether. Maybe “I’m not doing important tasks because I’m bogged in maintenance tasks” is a red herring.
Although at the same time I did pile up more maintenance tasks on my self than I empirically can / want to handle.