Scarabaea's beeminder journal

Some less structured impressions this week. It was the week of visiting a conference/workshop event in Denmark for which I have been preparing for a while now. (Actually writing this on a train back to CPH airport :slight_smile: ). I think I was able to leave a good impression about myself, and as an early career scholar I think these initial events in the status of my own full-ass PhD rather than a student are very important. Here are some of the ways how beeminder helped me get ready for this event.

  • The paper that I presented at this workshop is part of my current post-doc research project, so it was the main focus of my daily working hours on the project between approximately early March and mid-May. I beemind that with two goals: total time on project and tagtime pings with an elaborate system that nudges me to work earlier in the day.
  • It is always hard for me to switch from the stage of “I need to read more secondary lit on the sub-topic for this chapter/paper” to “I can start writing the chapter/paper”. So, in April I tried to add a goal with the total number of words in the draft, but it failed badly. (It was a bad setup: instead of counting the number of the days that I am planning to actually work on the thing and calculating the real daily rate that won’t get wonky around weekends off and vacations, I just made a total-by-the-end of the month goal, with the idea that the buffer from what I wrote in March will allow me to quickly get done another thing, then a flat spot for a week of vacation was introduced and everything went awry. In short: don’t do that (advice to future-me, obviously; it works for you, by all means, do that)) In May, I added another auxiliary goal that tracked pomos on just this sub-task of the project, so that I couldn’t procrastinate within time-on-project by continuing to read around more, and it pretty much worked.
  • After I submitted the paper mid-May, everyone’s papers were pre-circulated in the beginning of the previous week. I made a short-term goal to track my progress through them. Mostly to have a nice graphic representation that I am doing okay and getting through them in a timely manner, not that I was ever in a real danger of derailing on that.

During the workshop, I have discussed with some colleagues a couple of potential ideas for future collaboration - like co-authoring something together when I saw that we have some interesting mutually enriching material and disciplinary background. From past experience, I know that I tend not to follow up on some ideas like that once I get back to my routines after a conference. So I am wondering if I should make a goal for that, so that I am actually nudged to return to any of these ideas later. (Especially since usually everybody is really packed with deadlines and plans for the nearest future when such potential ideas of collaboration are discussed and their modus is always “well, sometime later, much much later, obviously”.) I will probably try to look into the idea of nebulous beeminding for that and set something up soon. Anybody reading this, you may hold me accountable by requesting 10 Eur (Paypal I assume) to the first person to comment about that - if I haven’t reported creating a goal for the above purpose by the end of two weeks from now (that is, in two weekly reports).

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This past week I came to the US where I will be looking at things in a library for approximately a month. It was, expectedly, hectic around the travel (a 24-hour-long “awake day”, and I wasn’t even at my final destination after that), jetlag, settling in into the work routines, and catching up with people I am staying with and some other friends. Despite my best effort to make sure I have breaks around the travel time, I still derailed (claimed non-legit) for three goals because I missed the moment when I should have changed the time zone, behind all the lack of sleep and a power outage upon my arrival on top of everything.

Changes:

  • my sleep_ealier goal is on again, and I upped the rate to enforce an average bedtime of 10pm. I am hoping to put my jetlag to some use in this way, by saving a bit of the time difference and being more productive in the mornings.
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General impressions

  • This week I was mostly working like crazy to finish a manuscript for the submission deadline of July 1. And it’s ready, pending the last sanity-check reread tomorrow. And I actually moderately like how it looks, especially given that I wrote it from scratch over the past 1.5 months, which I didn’t even dedicate to it fully, as these 1.5 months included a conference/workshop and travel around it. So, there’s a reason to commend myself for finishing this after all, once I submit it tomorrow. Which brings me to…

Completed goals

  • In the last days of April, I created a goal to make sure that I work on the most urgent aspects of my project, and not just “on the project” in general. At that point, it included finishing the half-written paper for the workshop and writing from scratch this one that I am finishing these days. I will still be doing the final checks for the submission tomorrow, but I am already reporting this as “completed” because I already overshot the initial goal by 26 pomos over the marathon-like past few days. I could say I underestimated the amount of time needed to actually finish these two things by 10-15%, but a more likely explanation is that any work can fit into any available amount of time - so while the daily pomos helped me make sure I sit to work on these things regularly, the speed with which anything is accomplished is more dictated by the external idea of urgency. So I could have set a higher rate from the beginning but would still need to pull an all-weekender to finalize the thing, just after having spent more time on that in total. Crazy how irrational our brains are. I liked the general idea; will probably create another goal like that for the next portion of most urgent things.

UPD:


So, in the end, I spent 18% more time on the defined tasks than I guesstimated when I created this goal with 6 pomos/workday two months ago. A pretty close guesstimate, I would say, though, as all of this “overtime” happened throughout the final three days before the deadline, I still stay with the interpretation above that any work tends to occupy all the time set aside for it and a bit more. /End UPD

New goals

  • future_papers - as I described my intention a couple of weeks ago, I created this goal that works on the principles of nebulous beeminding. This goal just receives the word count from a google doc where I describe a couple of ideas for potential co-authored papers that I had during the workshop. I first set the rate to make sure I actually write down the ideas over the few next days, and when I jotted down everything I wanted, I adjusted the rate so that the goal with gently nudge me to look at this file again in a month. The idea is just to have one place where these “not right now” ideas are written down so that they are not forgotten, and that I have to look at them once in a while so that the brain will connect the dots if I encounter an appropriate call for papers or something. [My promise to send money to the first person to call me out on not creating this goal within two weeks’ time is thus voided, because I have created it in time and am reporting the fact within two weekly reports.]

  • photos_2025_1 - a whittle-down goal, like I did with the isolated photos backlog from 2024 but for the first half of the 2025. The thing is, I haven’t even downloaded all of the photos from June yet. So I set up this goal with the thought that I will have to download the remaining ones during the week of “feet-wetting” period, when I can derail for free. To add the urgency to the need to download them after all.

Derailments

  • meta

Changes to goals

  • none this week
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General impressions

  • So, as I expected in the previous post, I submitted that manuscript on Monday. Since then, I have been trying to understand what are the next things I have to focus on, which brings me to the new goals created this week:

New goals

  • 2025_july_pomos - this is a new iteration of the goal that I reported finishing in the last one, with the focus on the next most urgent things for my project for July-September. The small print section outlines in detail which things will count toward this (and also how should I name them in intend to count - lest I forget before I actually get to some of them :slight_smile: )

  • uiuc_ruph_workshop - a short-term goal to read or at least look through the pre-circulated papers for a workshop I was invited to attend. I am not presenting myself, and I don’t care that much about proving my expertise to those people who will be present, so I don’t really have to pay as much attention to be prepared as I did with the papers for the previous workshop - but some of them are relevant-ish to my research, so why not.

  • intend_reviews - I found myself ignoring the weekly reviews on Intend for a few weeks now (well, since I was frantically getting ready for the Denmark trip), so added this goal to get the gentle nudges to submit those. Weekly, monthly, quarterly - all count. Set to 69/year.

Completed goals

  • none this week

Derailments

  • total time on physical activity - I guess I should have added a day-long flat spot for yesterday, when I spent about 8 hours picking up friends from the airport (so barely had the time to attend to all normal time-consuming goals), but I didn’t, and this one is the only one that I couldn’t salvage. Will appreciate the break though.

Changes to goals

  • none this week
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General impressions

  • This week felt rather overwhelming, with my social battery and attention span pretty much drained. Some intensive work on one of my manuscripts that I have made a decision needs a major rewrite and then the workshop around which there was a lot of communication with people.

New goals

  • ati_manuscript - a short-term goal to finish reading and commenting on one text that I was asked to read and comment on. Realized that with all the other stuff in my life, it doesn’t really work by itself, without an accompanying goal anymore

Completed goals

Derailments

  • derailed on my goal for bedtime, twice. Well, I was keeping it unrealistically early, as I thought I could save part of my jet-lag. But with all the events that ran on local time, it was unrealistic to both do all the stuff (including what the other goals required of me) and wind-down by 10 pm. Changed the rate to a more realistic 11:30 pm for the remaining week upon last night’s derailment. Realizing that what was supposed to help maintain a healthy routine is adding anxiety instead cost me $15 across the two derailments.
  • meta is really at risk today, will see if I manage to do enough across all the goals that require action :crossed_fingers:

Changes to goals

  • breaks across all goals for the next Sun-Mon for the journey back to Europe
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I’m late with the update this week, as I traveled back to Europe over the weekend and am still trying to switch my head back on in the correct time zone :slight_smile:
So the previous week was mostly about wrapping up things around my stay in Illinois.
There isn’t that much to report. I made sure I have breaks for all goals so that I don’t have to think about them when travelling - but derailed on my mailbox goal because I forgot this one will still require attention. I decided to consider it legit, because I should have been paying more attention, and if I had I totally had the capacity to open my laptop and delete those emails while waiting at the airport.
I also successfully finished the short-term goal that I announced last week. I have been really liking the idea of short-term goals lately, now that I have a mechanism to distinguish between goals that count for meta (=anything below 10 days is actionable but can slip closer to red if needed, I care about long-term habit more than about doing it on a specific day) and those that don’t (=often supposed to be in red-orange daily, to enforce considerable daily input) - it makes sense to create such goals for short-term commitments like reading something for an event or to provide comments on a longer piece.

UPD: Yes, and my sleep_earlier goal has ended, as planned, with this trip ending, until my next solo trip when I will resurrect it from the archive. Takeaway from the latest run: better to keep it at reasonable bedtime, so that I can gain some buffer that will be ratcheted out (as a bonus to my pages goal, as described a few months ago) than to impose a stricter earlier bedtime that will be only stress and no fun.

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General impressions

  • I hate jet lag, especially so when travelling east!

New goals

  • None this week

Completed goals

  • None this week

Derailments

  • Between having consumed the pre-existing buffer over the days en route, being a zombie in the mornings and some unplanned errands/meetings upon my arrival, I have derailed on focused_work_early this week.

Changes to goals

  • I initially formulated the goal to push me to post Intend reviews in a timely manner in terms of 69/year (that’s the sum of all weekly, monthly, quarterly and annual reviews) but recently I realized that with this setup, the goal is due on random days, a random number of days after it is logical to do the review. So I changed that to have a uniform rate of 1/week, with jumps in the beginning of each month corresponding to the required number of additional reviews (1, 2 or 3 depending on the month). I will still have to see if I got the setup right.
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General impressions

  • I think I am more or less settled in the correct time zone by now. It’s been a mostly calm week, with a lot of quality research time for the next thing I will writing for my project.

New goals

  • lith_read - I decided I might be ready to try a real-life book as part of my Lithuanian language acquisition journey, so I grabbed one that looked like an appropriate level from a children’s lit section. This goal is to make sure I don’t forget to read it little by little. 2 pages/days so far but I might up that, will see how it goes.

  • check_work_email - to check work mailbox on workdays; I have been really ignoring that since my mail app stopped working a few weeks ago, and then I get anxious as I realize I haven’t checked it for a while.

Completed goals

  • None this week

Derailments

  • tbr_pur_pages_stale (the goal with the total of pages on my TBR, accounted for time since adding). I was not sure whether this counts as a legit or non-legit. Technically, I derailed because I added a bunch of work-related titles that I have recently scanned for myself, so it should have been non-legit. Initially I hoped to gradually make space for these extra pages under the current road and made some good progress, but then I started filling in that gap with other random new picks. I realized that I would never make enough space to add those scanned work-related books under the road, so added them all and “uncled” it - which makes it legit automatically. Well, let’s say that was because of those random titles, a derailment because of those would be clearly a legit derailment.

But this looks pretty discouraging after the derailment, might decide to zoom in to just the final section and start from there again.

Changes to goals

  • None this week
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General impressions

  • Mostly quiet steady work this week, no prominent events.

  • Oh, I got access to a new library card that has many titles that my previous library doesn’t, so I am now desperately working on making space in all my TBR-related goals for when my turn comes on those new holds.

New goals

  • fieldwork - created a dedicated goal to read an edited volume on which I have been invited to participate in a book discussion panel in October

Completed goals

  • None this week

Derailments

  • None this week

Changes to goals

  • UPD: Just realized it’s time to add breaks for some travel plans in ~11 days.
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There isn’t much to report this week, so I’ll go over the goals that I have introduced recently-ish and comment on how it has been going.

  • fieldwork (the goal to read a specific edited volume for a conference discussion) - it’s satisfying to see how I am ahead of the schedule, but I have neglected some other aspects of the project now that I can be doing this and this counts. Ugh.
  • lith_read (the goal for reading a children’s book as part of learning Lithuanian) - works well. Could have made the rate steeper but it’s nice like this and not too overwhelming. Pausing this goal now that I am leaving home for a month - I have this book on paper and don’t want to take it with me.
  • check_work_email - I have been actually checking that mailbox every workday now - works!
  • intend_reviews - it has been working okay, though the buffer that I have intentionally created on this goal lets me postpone the weekly reviews until a few days into the next week. A point of improvement of the workflow might be to pair those reviews with the weekly posts here in terms of on which day they are “due”. It seems logical to think of week’s impressions together for both places.
  • 2025_july_pomos - it has been mostly working well, though maybe I have allowed too many of different activities to “count” this time over, so I am procrastinating from specifically writing the papers again. Like I said above, I have been recently mostly occupying myself with the reading of the book for a discussion, while not writing the paper for an even earlier conference. Moving on from researching to writing is the most procrastinated-on aspect of my activity; this goal was supposed to help with that, and the current setup seems to bee too loose to actually help.
  • future_papers (the goal to nebulously beemind ideas about some future article ideas) - it had reminded about itself a couple of times now, so I have gone back to the file and added some further elaborations on what those papers could be about.
  • photos_2025_1 - I am not really doing too much for this goal. Maybe should up the rate for it to demand my attention more often
  • tbr_storygraph_pages - it’s actually very satisfying. Because other TBR-related goals are all backlog-based, they do not really show progress when I have finished something and then started a new one. Having this one with total pages read shows that something is happening there behind the totals that fluctuate back to the same numbers.

And that’s it since the previous review like this in May. No additional impressions on the goals that were “new” at that point. I also haven’t been mentioning here the goals that I have started and already finished by this point. I have done a few, mostly to read something that isn’t a regular book, can’t be done in one sitting, and needs to be finished within a time frame. Will definitely continue with those - I like how it helps me see the progress.

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This week I have arrived to Sakartvelo/Georgia, where I will be combining some usual remote work with sightseeing. So I have added some breaks for the more time-consuming goals. I believe I have “accumulated vacation time”[1] of two weeks that I can use but it will most likely be a combination of work and vacation, not strict not-working for two weeks.


  1. I mean, I officially have 6 weeks of vacation from my workplace. But I usually disregard the dates that they impose on me and just allocate myself some time off project proportionately throughout the year. ↩︎

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General impressions

  • Had some unexpectedly pleasant birding experience without even leaving Tbilisi. (I mean, I thought we’ll have to venture further from civilization for that)
  • Plans for a more specifically dedicated to travelling around part of this trip are taking shape gradually.

New goals

Completed goals

  • fieldwork - the short-time goal for finishing an edited collection on which I will have to present my comments at a conference. Well, I evidently procrastinated from some other aspects of the project, so I finished this ahead of time.

Derailments

  • None this week

Changes to goals

  • More breaks for the road-trip part of the Sakartvelo visit.

  • Not in terms of the road setup, but in terms of rules: had to update the rules for 2025_july_pomos to allow counting another of my manuscripts in progress. I just submitted the first version by July 1 and didn’t expect it to be returned for revision until much later in the year, and here I have it back, to resubmit within just two weeks. Well, at least it’s minor revisions, though not the best timing: it’s exactly the two weeks that I have set aside for the road trip.

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General impressions

  • Started the road-trip through Georgia this week and have already reached the Black Sea shore - birding is amazing here!
  • Trying to fit in some work on the revisions for the manuscript resubmission that was asked of me within just two weeks.

New goals

  • none this week

Completed goals

  • none this week

Derailments

  • teeth_by_noon - simply forgot to do this by noon on a day when I already had no buffer

Changes to goals

  • nothing new
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Last week was a continuation of a very nice and birding-rich road trip through Georgia. Most routine things were on a break, but I didn’t really align the breaks correctly for them to work correctly for meta. So I will still have to reassess the actual situation with some goals and some derailments will follow, but that I will know for sure later :slight_smile:

Also decided to extend my stay in Georgia for another few weeks (just remote working on my project but in a warmer climate) - so I am extending the breaks for things that I cannot do until I return to Vilnius - like reading the book I have on paper.

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General impressions

  • This week was mostly catching up on some work-related things that were pushed aside during the road trip. I submitted final-ish versions (pending the language edits suggested by the publisher and then proofs but final content-wise) for two things that were in the works for a few months, and this feels good. Plus I was invited to present on an event in March, so had to scramble for the available material to find an angle and a topic.

New goals

  • I am thinking about a new goal to work through a list of all countries in the world to mark where I have read anything from - in preparation for a challenge that I am planning for the next year. Noting this here just not to forget to create one soon-ish.

Completed goals

  • none this week

Derailments

  • meta_days_ahead - so, after all, though I had breaks for most (not all) goals for the trip, I still ate into the buffers more then replenished them in the end of the day, which was reflected in a derailment for meta

  • I allowed myself to catch up on a couple of TBR-related goals where I couldn’t technically add breaks (the road is defined by a script, so any breaks would be written over on the next run)

Changes to goals

  • Because I will be in “solo-travelling mode” for the next three weeks, my sleep_by_12 goal is getting resurrected, with the 11:30 pm average bedtime required of me.
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General impressions

  • Work-work-work.

New goals

  • I mentioned last week that I want to create a goal to prep for a reading challenge I want to do next year, reading more from countries from which I haven’t read anything. So I meant an auxiliary goal just to look at the list of the countries, identify which are “done” and which not. But I actually did this over half a day, without creating a goal to complete. I also brainstormed with ChatGPT some books that I can read from various countries over the challenge (surprisingly, it didn’t hallucinate not a single book, all of its suggestions really exist), based on my interest and logistical and linguistic (translations) availability. Then I thought it would be a bummer to wait until next year to start the actual challenge, so I decided to do a try run for the remaining months of 2025, to see if I want to commit for the entire year then. tbr_world. The books vary in length but average to 300 pages across my tentative list, so I am just doing 10 pages/day.

Completed goals

  • 2025_july_pomos - technically, this goal is still running for another 2 days, until the end of September but already done by value. This was to dedicate 6 pomos/day on a list of “most urgent” aspects of my project, so as to prevent me from just reading around when it’s high time to finalize something in writing. Unlike in May-June when it was about two papers, this time I had to juggle around quite a few at different stages,
so here’s a breakdown for myself on what I’ve done (original planned list of what will count with commentary):
  • “Aarhus ms” - update and submit abstract for the edited collection proposal.:white_check_mark: Further work on the ms only if the deadline for the submission will be set earlier than Jan 1. :cross_mark: (I received comments to my draft, so I technically could work on the revisions, but the collection proposal is still under review, so there has been no deadline provided for participants)
  • “Crimea ms” - accept edits, submit. :white_check_mark: Any further work on the ms once I get the reviews (very unlikely). :cross_mark: (I submitted the thing, but it’s still unclear if they started the review process - might want to look for a different venue)
  • “picturebooks ms” - all work on finalizing the ms after the reviews, soliciting the illustration rights, and submitting. :white_check_mark:
  • “detective ms” - looking at secondary literature only counts during the month of July, later only looking in search of a specific quote to cite counts; rereading the primary works counts but not in September - unless it’s for a specific quote/analysis, i.e. within the process of writing already. :white_check_mark: Will present this paper at a conference later this week.
  • “LUS ms” - doubtful I will get to this by Oct 1, but counts IF I have finished all the other elements listed above, unless those are new steps with later deadlines, then LUS receives priority.:cross_mark:Indeed, didn’t get to it.
  • :plus: I didn’t expect I will get it back for revision within this quarter, as I only submitted the first version by July 1, but I also counted the work on “UkrAm ms” once it was returned to me on Aug 31 with a Sep 15 deadline.

Derailments

Changes to goals

  • added a future jump in tbr_purchased - I have been skating the edge lately, so I don’t have the space under the YBR to add books if I need to purchase a few for my project, for example. I literally had this situation this week, with a sale from a publishing house with several titles that are relevant, and then I had to read them all in one day, as this goal didn’t have any capacity. (They are short children’s books, so it’s doable, but still I would like to separate the possibility to purchase something I need for work when it’s on sale from an immediate derailment) => might actually want to create a supporting goal for these “owned” TBR book that takes care of daily progress instead of telling me to have one book fewer in total every couple of weeks.

  • lit_classnotes_anki - I finished processing the backlog of lesson notes for new words, so the rate of this road has been adjusted to reflect the rate with which new lessons are taking place.

  • upped the rate on one of the photo-processing goals

  • showers are an adventure in this rental apartment, so I decreased the rate until I return to Vilnius

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General impressions

  • There was a conference in which I participated remotely. That was quite an adventure with the time difference.

New goals

  • None this week

Completed goals

  • limit-arcs - my monthly goal for September, where I tried to limit myself to just two new requested ARCs over the month. That worked for the time being, so I let the goal end to see if the effect will stick, but, apparently, it didn’t because :down_arrow:

Derailments

  • tbr_total - so there were several very fascinating ARCs on “read now for a limited time“ and also my turn came for a few library holds, so I derailed dramatically for the total number of books that are currently in my active TBR.

Changes to goals

  • None this week

General impressions

  • My last full week in Tbilisi

  • Was mostly working on my next conference paper that I have to produce by the end of the month, hence :down_arrow:

New goals

  • oct2025_draft - a word-count-based goal for the paper. Goals for the word count is something that I have failed multiple times in the past, but this time I am trying a setup with automated data source, since Google docs now allow creating bibliography with Zotero (I have been still sticking to Word and more recently LibreOffice because of Zotero).

  • tbr_eh_pages - I have recently scanned a few titles on environmental humanities while I had access to a library that had them; but because they are now without a deadline attached, I might never actually get to them - so I created this goal with just 5 pages/day to gently nudge me in the direction of this pile.

Completed goals

  • None this week.

Derailments

  • None this week, unless I am blanking on something

Changes to goals

  • breaks across most goals for when I will be travelling back to Vilnius this week

  • decreased the rate for lit_anki_cards : actually, this should have been done already when the accompanying goal reached the end of the existing backlog, but forgot then.

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General impressions

  • returned to Vilnius on Wednesday, accompanying reorganization of routines for the next period

New goals

  • None this week

Completed goals

  • None this week.

Derailments

  • oct2025_draft - well, I just created it a week before that, at the moment when I already had breaks for around my travelling day… so I totally forgot to make sure I have a break for the travelling day when I created this goal. Chose to take it legit instead of explaining this oversight, just to encourage myself to pay better attention in the future.

Changes to goals

  • nails is running again due to the season change; lith_read due to me returning to the whereabouts of the physical book that I am tracking with this goal.
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What is the reason to learn Lithuanian? (Which is a nice thing to do btw). Is there anything surprising for you in Central/Eastern Europe?

Sorry I didn’t read all the thread, just curious.